Go to sleep! *cue rant*

I forgot how much music calms me.
It may, just MAY, help me go to sleep.
At least I've developed the habit of turning the laptop light down so it won't shine brightly into my eyes and tell my brain to be alert (something I learnt from reading an article online :p). But seriously, I hated those days when I couldn't get to sleep whenever I tried to (especially during exam period >.<). It was painful. Tossing and turning for ages, to find that an hour has passed (I checked the clock, I know). It's better now, but mostly likely because I sleep quite a bit later than the required 12AM. Now I'm just browsing all the songs I'm addicted to at the moment and replaying them over. Even with facebook logged off, I'm still procrastinating sleep.
Then I go to contemplate what to do until time for camp. Because I am really bored. I feel like I haven't been doing much since term started, which I guess is to be expected due to uni and studies. It feels like half of the connections I've made have been dropped. It's like high school all over again. You know people and you occasionally say hi but you don't really hang out. What's worse is that I don't really try to change it. "If you don't hang out, you probably didn't connect that well anyways". It feels like my old friends are slightly drifting away as well. I barely see them through the term as it is, but when I try for a gathering, most of them can't make it. Mainly due to work, or family, or things that suddenly come up. I guess with friends like that, attendance is never for certain. I shouldn't blame them. Everyone's got their own thing going on nowadays.
Also feeling slightly pressured to find work. I don't know why. Maybe because it seems like everyone else has a job? Or trying to find one? Even if I find one, I don't think I can uphold it along with uni anyways. I want to do well in uni this year, I feel work will cut into that. But I still at least want to fulfill that goal of finding a summer internship. It seems so hard though. Like I don't find anything that's related to my degree. More proper networking and attending those career things methinks ("fixing up the CV is a start ~.~" -I keep reminding myself).
I guess I'm starting to feel a bit more sleepy now.
Time to go.
お休みなさい～ ^=>+<=^